(I know it has just been hours since my last entry. Haha.)
I've just been thinking more with changes happening around me. Like...
...Meeting new people.
...Friends getting jobs and leading lives that make us all somewhat more separate from each other. (Which is part of reality, I know. It just takes a lot of getting used to for me.)
...Bigger responsibilities.
...More decisions to be made.
With all the change happening around me, there are things that just stay the same. I am uncertain about several of those unchanging things. Well, for one, there's the matter of someone I used to like. I'm not going to take it back. I really don't like him that way. Oh, no, no. I'm not in denial. (I just had to say that. I can sense that someone's raising an eyebrow in disbelief. Hahaha.)
However, even now that I'm faced with new people who seem to be capable of swaying my feelings at times, there's one thing that hasn't changed:
Even if I don't like him that way anymore and even if he never liked me that way anyway, I still like him the most.
It'll take a lot more for me to like someone new.
I've just been thinking more with changes happening around me. Like...
...Meeting new people.
...Friends getting jobs and leading lives that make us all somewhat more separate from each other. (Which is part of reality, I know. It just takes a lot of getting used to for me.)
...Bigger responsibilities.
...More decisions to be made.
With all the change happening around me, there are things that just stay the same. I am uncertain about several of those unchanging things. Well, for one, there's the matter of someone I used to like. I'm not going to take it back. I really don't like him that way. Oh, no, no. I'm not in denial. (I just had to say that. I can sense that someone's raising an eyebrow in disbelief. Hahaha.)
However, even now that I'm faced with new people who seem to be capable of swaying my feelings at times, there's one thing that hasn't changed:
Even if I don't like him that way anymore and even if he never liked me that way anyway, I still like him the most.
It'll take a lot more for me to like someone new.
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